To find things Lost

Forgotten, impoverished, and dusty
My soul it longs to hear
Forever, eternal, never
My heart is begs in fear

Elation, joy, and bright
Lost for years to come
Despair, pain, and death
Lost in history now numb

Happy…
There’s happy
Sad…
There’s sad

Living…
I suppose
Dead…
Never so bad

My search for the center begins at the edge
My God to dismember my heart with a sledge
Elation to enter, Despair as well
Love in the embers, and fires-- far from hell.